Having Hope

When we first found out that Odette had leukemia, my heart stopped and I wondered why on earth this was happening to such a precious little girl. I didn't know what to think or do. I spent quite a few days just staring into space feeling lifeless. A few days later, I asked for a blessing for Odette because she was having fevers, crying awful and just looking terrible. I was "freaking out", I thought this was for sure the end. The blessing brought great peace to me to know that my Heavenly Father loves me and he would help me get through this trial. So far it has been almost 8 weeks and we are making out okay. Each day brings joy or a new frustration for us and we have to live a few minutes at a time to make it through. Today while reading the scriptures, I was touched when I read "If God had commanded me to do all things I could do them." Enduring our trials well is what we are suppose to do and I have renewed strength knowing that God will help me and my family make it through this rough time. I also read "And if it so be that the children of men keep the commandments of God he doth nourish them, and strengthen them, and provide means whereby they can accomplish the thing which he has commanded them." I know this to be true. How else would I still be able to be doing what I am without the extra strength given to me by Heavenly Father. There have been many sleepless nights and days of worry and concern for my entire family. I have frequently wondered if our family was going to fall apart through all of this, but I am reassured that there is a way provided for us to accomplish what we are suppose to do and he will strengthen us, nourish us and provide for us. I know my Heavenly Father loves each of us and we will make it through this time in our life, maybe with a little less hair, but tied closer together as a family and to each of you who so willingly share your time and talents with us. We love you all--Stephanie